Marion came out of the school at the end of the morning. Gallis Limmon
was ready with her car. He opened the back door and she slid into her
seat.
“Are you well, madam?” Gallis asked, noting that she seemed
unusually quiet.
“I am...” she began to answer. “No, not really. I...”
“I shall take you home at once,” her chauffeur said, settling
himself in the driver’s seat.
“No,” she decided. “Take me to the Dower House. I need
to see Aineytta.”
She leaned back in her seat and closed her eyes. Gallis asked her if she
wanted him to play some of her music, but she said no. She just wanted
to get to the Dower House as soon as possible.
Gallis glanced at her in his rear view mirror then he took the car to
the maximum hover height and increased the speed. Marion felt the acceleration
but she kept her eyes closed. She didn’t want to look out of the
window at the scenery as she usually did when she was being chauffeured
in her car. She just wanted this journey to be over.
She only opened her eyes when the car stopped. She waited until Gallis
got out and opened the car door before she began to climb out. He was
there when she stumbled and almost fainted. He grasped her firmly and
called for help. The Dower House butler, Caolin senior, came running to
help her inside. Aineytta de Lœngbærrow, mistress of the Dower House
took one look at her and ordered her butler to take her straight to the
master bedroom.
After that, everything felt slightly unreal for Marion. It was partly
because of the herbal potion that Aineytta made her drink. It dulled her
senses as well as the pain she had been in since partway through the morning.
She was only vaguely aware of what else Aineytta was doing to help nature
take its inevitable course.
“Sleep now,” her mother in law told her at last, giving her
an even stronger potion. “And don’t worry about anything else.”
She slept for several hours. When she woke, she didn’t feel any
pain at all, but she did feel a deep, deep sense of loss.
“Aineytta,” she murmured. “Aineytta... why does this
keep happening?”
“It’s just one of those things, my dear,” Aineytta answered.
“Don’t worry. It will be right one day. This just wasn’t
the time.”
“We thought Venice would be lucky for us. Kristoph will be so upset.
Does he know? Has anyone told him?”
“He has been in closed session all afternoon,” Ainetta said.
“But a message was sent. He’s on his way.”
“I don’t know what to say to him.”
“You don’t have to say anything. Kristoph will understand.
He loves you, Marion. That’s the only thing that matters.”
“I knew... midway through the morning... while I was teaching. I
suddenly felt... there was such a dull, terrible ache in my stomach. And
I knew what it was. But... I didn’t want the children to be scared
or upset. I kept on going to the end of class. Aineytta... was that wrong?
If I’d sought help straight away, would it have been all right?”
“No, my dear,” Aineytta assured her. “It was probably
already going wrong hours before then. Nobody could have known, and nothing
could have made any difference. We just have to accept it.”
“We didn’t tell anyone,” Marion said. “Not even
you. We didn’t want to until it was certain... in case...”
She sighed and blinked back the tears that threatened to spill out. “In
case this happened again. We hardly had chance to get used to the idea.
And now it’s over.”
“I am sorry,” Aineytta said again. “But don’t
fret. Rest a little while. I’ll have some food brought up to you.”
“I don’t want to eat.”
“I know you don’t. But you must. Your health is more important
than anything else. You have to gather your strength after this setback.”
“Aineytta, don’t you think... doesn’t it bother you
that... that I can’t... that I haven’t... I know how important
it is for there to be an heir...”
“And there will be,” Aineytta assured her. “I know there
will be. So do you. Remember when you went to the Ring of Foretelling.
You saw him, then, didn’t you?”
“Yes,” Marion admitted. “Yes, I did. That memory...
it always made me so happy. But... I thought... I hoped... this child...”
“This wasn’t the time. But it will still happen. I know. Because
I have seen visions like that, too.”
“You have?”
“I long for a grandson as much as you long for your own child in
your arms, Marion. It DOES grieve me that it has been such a struggle
for you. When I go to the Capitol, and I see Shiony Malthis with her sister’s
child... sired by my own son... I should have been able to call him my
grandson. But Idell...” Aineytta shook her head. “I will not
speak ill of the dead. What is done is done. And it may well be that Remonte
and Rika will bless this family, yet. But the Lœngbærrow heir will
be your son, Marion. I know it. I have seen it.”
“You’ve been to the Ring of Foretelling?”
Aineytta smiled and shook her head.
“They used to call me a witch because of my skills with herbs,”
she said. “There are still those who believe I charmed his Lordship
into marrying me. That much is nonsense. But I am a natural seer. I could
do, untrained, what it takes the Time Lords in the great academies centuries
to learn to do. Some would call that witchcraft. I think they would do
so on your world, too.”
“People say a lot of silly things, everywhere,” Marion replied.
“But do you mean...”
“I have the gift of sight. Let me show you. It won’t make
the grief of this day any less. But share a revelation with me... a presage
of the future when this sorrow will be eclipsed by joy.”
Aineytta reached and pressed her hand against Marion’s forehead.
She sighed deeply as she felt the touch of a wise, old, telepathic mind
upon her own aching, disappointed mind. She felt her troubled thoughts
melting away like early morning mist as they were replaced by something
else.
Marion and Aineytta were in the garden of the Dower House. It was summer
and the yellow sky was almost uncomfortably bright. A large canvas canopy
gave them shade as they sat drinking iced fruit drinks and watching a
small child who had only just learnt to walk but was already too fast
for his nursemaid who was constantly trying to keep him away from the
river’s edge.
“Bring him to me,” Aineytta said, and the woman lifted the
child and brought her to the mistress of the house. She sat him on her
knee and gave him a piece of fruit to eat. She brushed back a fringe of
dark brown hair and smiled as he looked at her with wide eyes that were
also dark brown.
“He has his father’s eyes,” Marion said happily.
“He has his father’s unbounded energy,” Aineytta added.
“I remember when he was this age. There was no holding him back.
There never was. When he was older he was always in some mischief. This
little one is the same. It won’t be very many years before he’s
climbing trees and getting himself covered in mud in some undiscovered
part of the garden. He’s a fine, strong boy, Marion. A worthy heir
to our great House.”
“I don’t care about that,” Marion told her mother in
law. “All that matters is that he’s healthy and happy. Being
the Heir of Lœngbærrow can wait. And all the other great deeds he
has to do... his solemn destiny and all that. I’m teaching him to
ride a tricycle and sing Old MacDonald. And that’s enough.”
“More than enough,” Aineytta agreed. “Although I think
he may be a little puzzled by that song. Perhaps you should take a little
trip to the Earth countryside and show him what sheep and pigs look like?”
“He... told you?”
“He’s singing me the song in his head. But I don’t think
cows really go ‘baah’, do they?”
“He’s got the sounds mixed up. But never mind. At least he’s
trying. He’s such a clever little boy. But he couldn’t really
be anything else. He’s Kristoph’s son.”
“He’s your son, too.”
“Biologically, only a little. His DNA is almost entirely Gallifreyan.
Only his eyes... he cries tears like a Human child. But the rest.... I’m
glad of it. I worried that he might be too Human... and not able to do
all the things he should do... like becoming a Time Lord. But he’s
his father’s son, and he’s wonderful. And I love him so much.”
“We all do,” Aineytta said. “His grandfather talks about
him all the time. He thinks he might grow up to be a scientist, like him.”
“That would be a good ambition for him,” Marion said. “But
I don’t care about the future. I bless every day I have with him...
my own little boy... My Chrístõ.”
She reached out her arms and Aineytta passed the child to her. She held
him on her knee, smoothing out the little cotton shirt with pictures of
yachts in full sail all over it. She had bought it on Earth. She bought
most of his clothes on Earth. Later, when he was ready to be a young Gallifreyan,
studying with tutors and preparing to go to Time Lord academy, he would
wear Gallifreyan clothes, the tunic and loose pants that the young boys
wore for casual dress or a robe like his father on formal occasions. One
day he would wear elaborate layers of robes and gowns of rich fabric and
a high collar and be a young Time Lord of Gallifrey. But for now he wore
a cotton shirt from Mothercare and shoes from Clarks and rode a tricycle
that came from the Early Learning Centre. She read to him at night from
a book of fairy tales by Hans Christian Anderson. He was her little boy,
now.
Marion stirred on the bed and the real memories flooded back. But the
sorrow of the day was eased a little by that brief respite. She cried,
but not as grievously as before.
The bedroom door opened quietly. Kristoph came in. He was still dressed
in his robes, though without the high collar. He had come straight from
the Panoption as soon as he had his mother’s message.
“My love,” he said to Marion, embracing her in his arms. “Oh,
my love, I am so sorry.”
“It’s all right,” she whispered to him. “It’s
all right. This just wasn’t the right time. But the time will come.
I know it will.”
He held her tightly and something like a choked sob came from deep within
him. He was a Time Lord. He couldn’t cry, even when his hearts were
breaking. But he could still grieve. And he did so. Aineytta stood and
stepped from the room, leaving her son and daughter in law to deal with
this latest setback in their lives together. Outside the room her own
husband quietly took her hand. He was upset, too. But he was an elderly
Time Lord who had almost forgotten what it was to be young and passionate.
It was harder for him to express his grief than it was for his son. Holding
his wife’s hand silently was the best he could do.